Fuck this, you wont change
I can’t believe I was ever stupid enough to believe that you were there for me and wanted to change. You are SO good at lying, and that’s why I always loved you
But I want you to know that no matter how fucking mad I am. I STILL LOVE YOU. And this hurts more then anything in the world. I feel like I lost you all over again, but this time I know it’s for sure.
I gave you everything I could ever give anyone. And now I am waiting for someone that will give that BACK. BECAUSE YOU ARE SELFISH AND NEVER THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT YOURSELF. Never thought about me. I tried to show you that I will give and do anything for you.
But not anymore.
Fuck you. Fuck off. Stop leeching off love that should never be yours.
I’m doing me.
My Mind Is Fucked.
I hate myself for loving you this much. I don’t think that all the times you have made me happy overshadow how I feel when you ignore me. I sob in your arms and you ignore me the next fucking day. And I still feel the need to fucking be around you 24/7. I hate you so much for how much I love you. We have so much history. All I can say is I am going to try to ween myself from you. I don’t know how long it will take, but I will fucking try. I can’t do it cold turkey, because I feel like my heart might stop. Or I will just have breakdowns at work. I know I made a mistake. But you have made so many. All I ask for is forgiveness. All I want to do is love you again.
And sometimes, all I want to do is die.
The cuckoo in our cuckoo clock
was wedded to an octopus
she laid a single wooden egg
and hatched a cuckoocloctopus
Well kids, you know what to do.Midland County, Arkansas School Board member Clint McCance, everybody.
Dean Stanley dstanley@midlandschools.org
Midland School District P.O. Box 630 741 Main Street Pleasant Plains, Arkansas 72568 Phone: 501-345-8844 Fax: 501-345-2086
that was one of the most intellectually stimulating paragraphs i’ve read in a long time.
“I also enjoy the fact that they often give each other aids and die.”
Come on Sodomites, we’ve got some complaining to do.
Dear Pink Panther Army (We are an army, all of us are) You know what to do.
Are you for fucking real, here?
Reblogged for the contact info.
When the fuck did society get so fucked up and hateful? I just don’t get it anymore. Why should that bother you? You’re straight, maybe that bothers gays? Just get over yourself. Don’t be so fuckin hateful. Let everyone live their lives.
Currently in Russian History and Culture
a 3 hour class. I am FB, Tumblr aanndd doin a test for my online class. Things are getting a lot better. I am talking to my ex more. He is being veryyy nice to me. I think I like it…
I just want you back.
I’ll have a smile through out the day, and in the end I’ll just be hidin’ what I’m actually feelin’. I just want you back. Then again, it’s easier said than done. Fuck.
I catch your feelin’s
(Source: ylrebmikal)
Fucking Help Me.
I thought I made a good decision. I thought that bringing him here was a good idea. 5 states away. And now I am drowning. People are not always as they seem, and although his intentions are good I don’t feel anything anymore. What the fuck do you do now? Bring someone here, get them settled and then leave them? What does that make me? I can’t help my feelings, can I? So where does this go?
About me
I am looking to discuss and share my opinions and life experiences with anyone and everyone. I thought this would be a good place to start.
